Friday, July 1, 2011

All about Girls' Generation "Paradise In Phuket"









I WANT EM' ALL!!!!
OMGGGGGGGG IM LIKE SO FREAKING DESIRE FOR THIS !
"All about Girl's Generation Paradise in Phuket"
:((((((
where can buy it and how much it is :((((
There's alot of interviews and games inside!!
I want to watch all!!!Ishhhhh
Going to get crazy over them :O
Who says girls cannot like girl's group one?
WRONG WRONG WRONG!
THEY RANKED TOP IN MY HEART !
(family and friends for exception.ahahah )

SNSD recently held alot of concerts in Japan.
Japan's fans are so hang fuk :((
why never come to malaysia? T___T



Recently being an admin in a SNSD's Yoona page.
That made me freaking busy updating and hosting games .
Sometimes people doesnt give me much feedback and support,
I feel so down and wanted to give up.
But anyway I am finally contributing something for SNSD!
yeahhh :))
I will make more people to love SNSD!
Let's go Soshi
Let's go!



Pray that Girls' Generation will never fade and
keep rocking in the universe!
SoShi JJangg :D

Picture Cr:Yurui@twitter

Friday, June 3, 2011

What am I going to be?

well,seems like every of my friends already have the aim and course to study after their foundations.
I admit that I just simply chose alevels to study and as an excuse.
That's the worst choice I had made.
I wasted time there and until now I am still blur of my future.
what to study after alevels?

我忽然发现我们现代的年轻人以后改走的路好像都已经被锁定了
没有改变了。
如果你读不上大学,你就是个烂人。
是酱的道理吗?
现代年轻人读的科目一目了然
读art的,
不是工商,就是会计
读science的,
不是医生就是关于bio
我家观念偏激
像女生就不应该读engineering.
我妈就很希望我去读pharmacy.
我跟她说需要很多钱
我不想读 不想有太大的压力

其实我多羡慕我妈和爸以前
他们18岁就从乡下出来工作
自立更生 虽然只是打工
可是是他们的兴趣
努力为自己的未来打造一片天

而我们现在呢
其实是个窝囊废
被父母宠坏
连我自己的未来
我到现在还迷糊
我很失败

现在街上谁不是大学生
可是他们都算成功了吗?
为自己活过了吗?
死而无憾了吗?
只是为了父母,为了面子,一味的读书。

他们的眼里不读书的孩子就是烂人
不要跟他们做朋友
不是吗?
连我自己也有这种想法
我以前看到后面班的 还会说真是没救了
我歧视他们。
现在我发现我错得彻底
对不起。

在我学院了还有个人为了读书竟然疯掉了
真是讽刺
听说是被妈妈逼疯的
我只觉得很心寒

我上了学院后发现了很多事情
以前我从来不懂的事
我发现我同年的同学竟然比我懂得很多
他们互相勾心斗角
自我保护的太过分
以致太虚伪。
我一开始不能接受
我一直向好朋友哭诉
可是到后来我才发现其实那些人不是坏人
其实他们是懂得保护自己
为了自己的利益 不惜一切
我才明白原来这个世界长这样。

连我现在也会保护自己了
我也变得虚伪了
我很不喜欢现在的自己
以前我有话直说
弄不爽过很多朋友
原来他们喜欢甜言蜜语
上了大学后,我学会怎么应付了
就算几不爽都好,脸上都是微笑。
厉害吧 最高境界了 恭喜我吧。

不只是我在改变
连我以前所谓的好朋友们也变了
他们竟然可以为了自己的利益
连狐狸尾巴都漏出来了 还不知道==
说是为了别人 可是其实明明是为了自己
还以为自己是伟人
别问我是谁 我不会说的


不过我身边还是有位百分百的好朋友
我很欣赏她 她敢作敢讲
不爽就全部写上部落格
帅啊 我欣赏你
她很真 虽然改变了不少
可是性格 心地还是很好
认识了她差不多10年
10年 谁不变?
只要心不变就好^^


这些话压抑在我心里很久了
想了很久 才一股气写完出来
不管有没有人看得懂
只要我懂就好
写出来了的感觉真棒
松了口气
不然会郁闷到死
:)

Thursday, June 2, 2011

It's going to an end..

Hmm.how to start?
There's alot of things came cross my mind.
but now my mind suddenly blank like a white paper lol.

anyway, just congrates me that I am going to end my As exams.
I should be super happy and shouting down there since I am finishing my exams.
but why I feel so void and emptiness?
I've been study for everyday until the middle of the night.
Just for tomorrow's exams.
This is the first time I am doing these.
I never work hard before for my whatever exams.
and this is my first time I wanted to try my best.
Whatever PMR SPM I just thought like its just an exam .
well,this time is so obviously different thoughts for me.
maybe because I pay . sorry it's my mum paid for over ten thousand just for letting me to study this a levels.
I dont want to disappoint my mum and wasting her money.
but I think I'm phailed.
I never thought that a levels can be that tough.
And I am still playing around for the first semester.
I almost skipped all the lecture classes in the first semester.
why? I also do not know why.
Maybe it's a trend that my friend always skip classes.
so I just follow them.
I am damn regret now.
I swear I will work harder for next semester.

And there's a unfortunate things I want to share.
for your information , I'd skipped alot of classes and that cause my notes to be not complete.
I kept lending from my friends and maybe making them feel unhappy.
I wonder.
If they are real friends , why would they just so easily show their anger to me?
I am really disappointed.
Maybe we are not meant to be real friends.
well,my friends also skipped classes with me but
they have "special people" to teach them during exam or whenever they dont understand or what.
I really feel like isshh why am I so stupid to skip classes with them?
they have special offer from someone but I do not have!!
so in the end,they get the equal results as I .
But for me , I studied until 3am just for everyday tomorrow's exams.
I'd really put alot of effort in catching up the syllabus and works.
but how about them? they just simply ask for someone's help whenever they met a obstacle in the book.
I have to search thru internet and check for the solution.
It takes me so much time okay!!
It's such a unfair.
really.
I am so fed up.
P/s: yeah they also did put effort on studies.but I am just feeling unbalanced since I am working harder than them.
well just let me cried out loud here :((

Overall it's because I am stupid.
I will never let them influence me in the next semester.
We are friends. yeah we can still talk and laughed during rest time.
but I will control myself not to become so crazy just like the previous semester.
will study harder and smarter :)
gayao everyone!


well its all about my deep heart's talks.

And today I finished chemistry paper one!
fuyohh im so touched you know!
I knew how to answer almost every questions?
but i think half of my answers are wrong.
HAHA but nvm!!
at least my effort doesnt wasted!!
I studied until 3 oclock again for yesterday!
hehehe :))

well I dont mind to retake as I want to work real hard and archieve a good result for my mummy and daddy :)

But practical exams are the disaster for me!! omggahhh. :((
nevermind lahhh just take it easy :))
yeah kept self comforting.


Yeah two more papers to go!
all objectives.
yeah my biology.please dont be so tough.
I have the most confident in you!!
XDD.



GOGOGO everyone! run for your life!
HAHAHAHA :P

Thursday, May 5, 2011

The Soshi's love.


Changed the whole blog theme to SNSD's pictures!
weeeeee, mad love with it .hhehehehee
It's going to exam and I'm stil playing with blog.LAWLL!
I am a Yoona addict okay!!
:DDD
Anything with relates to yoona , I will become super sensitive!
LOLLL so dont talk bad about her infront of me!
or I will evolved to a murderer okay.lol
:P

I'm mad love with snsd since they were debut!
but I am so low-key in loving them.
ngahahahahaha.
yeah they are the best kpop girl group in my heart.
no one can doubt me.
:D

okay off to study dy :(
else I will fail my test and mum killed me.
and I can no longer in love with snsd :((

ciaos ♥

Friday, February 25, 2011

Instant Updates.

The 25th day of February.

My brother brought me to Cineleisure for movie!
ghheee =D
We watched No String attached.
It's fucking funny actually.
but I dont really know why there are some dude laughing so pointless in the cinema.
The movie scene has no laughing point and yet they laugh like mad.lol
and I'm laughing at them xD




After movie,we went for our lunch at 4++pm.
went for Senjyu sushi.
I personally think that Rakuzen is better.lol
No idea why Senjyu's food is more expensive than Rakuzen.


Senjyu-千寿.



It's so freaking cute that make me want to capture it.



Human-less.I and my brother were the only-customer.



Anyway,this curry chicken rice is nice.
It is not spicy anyway.It smells nice and tastes good!



Yeah,our must for our japanese food list.
Tori karaage which means fried chicken =D




Well,my favourite food-soft shell crab =)




My another favourite one. also softshell crab inside =D




went to Mango for purchasing my lovely bag!
He says he want to be a gentleman and take it for me.LOLLL





Randoms.




heeeeeeee.couple bag with HCW.
It costs alot =((((( for me .><



End.
Never ponteng class this week.
I mean for tutorials only =p
CLAPSSSS.






Friday, February 11, 2011

Hmm,randoms.

11022011.

Hey people look at this :D
My first try on Shin cup mee.
HAHAHA!

Well, it is bought by my darl hah chienwei from her hostel there.
Because she said I said that I never tried it before.
So,she bought it here and share with me :)
Actually,Im quite touched.
tehehee
thank you honey!

It tastes fantastic,the soup is like so-full-of-quality.LOL
and the mee is so-elastic.
HAHAA forgive me I am so poor in english. =P





Chienwei's and mine. Ignore the calculators =P





Hmm,will the calculator explodes due to the
high temperature?HAHAHA




Well , it might looks not-tasty here.
but trust me , it is the best cupmee ever! =DD




Taaadaa! The must-eat-food in daily life in order to
clean your dirty intestines and give you a healthy life!
(sounds like too "kua cheong") lol.
HAHAHAHA =P




Tests are ended.
and I am declared dead (like what my darling tweeted in tweeter)
LOLL.

I am still in CNY mood and keep skipping class due to my CNY sickness.
how arh? *dead*

BYE.









Monday, January 17, 2011

It sucks to the max.

well , am torturing from forehead's pimples and acne!!!!!!!!!!
wthhhh , the pimples and acne are popping like crazy on my forehead.
It's really irritating okayy ._.''
isshhh I've bought lots of pimple creams and they are still uselesss!!!!!!!
I think it's cause by my "beloved" bb cream which is so oily and blocks the pores.
CNY is approaching soon and my bad complexion makes me feel so moody .
haiisshhh!!
hope it is gonna recover soon larhhh!!
or i really go for facial larhhhh!!!
pityyy mee im so poorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!
FEEL LIKE SHOUTING MY ASS OUTTTT ARGGHHH.

I HATE MALAYSIA'S WEATHER .
I HATE XXXXX BB CREAM.(not mentioning the brand or i will get sue=p)
I HATE MY FRINGEEEEE!!
I HATE ACNES AND PIMPLES SERIOUSLY OK.
WHY ARE U GUYS SO IRRITATING ISHHH .

BOUGHT CLINELLE'S PIMPLE GEL WHICH COST ME RM26++
WTF THE BOTTLE IS TINY THAT I THOUGHT IT IS A SAMPLE ._.''
hope it is useful larhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~

ciaosssssssssssss.

Friday, January 14, 2011

School reopened.

Well , this will be a super short post which express my feelings after school reopens.
I can't feel the happiness that I had in semester 1 anymore.
Our gang is broken and seperated.
I'm super down indeed.
One of my close friend , I don't wish to mention who's that.
She decided something which shocked me on the first day of college.
I was really like .. huh ?
I was really shocked and even sobs in the first class.
Why never cares my feeling?why just dump me like that..?
I know you have reasons to do so but at least tell me or decides with me please?
well , you are my best budd in coll I can say.
Im hurt.
I tried to being cool to her but yet I failed.

But everything is over.
It will be fine.
Learns to forgive and forget.


And I was working real hard for my AS exams.
I know it's a terrible exam from cambridge.
Gambatte my classmate which is taking AS =DD
It's hard but it's easy if you'd put effort on it ^^
24hours a day is really not enough larhhh! =((((

Take a deep breath and ahhhh ~ the world is so beautiful =)


Looking forward CNY holidayyy yippee =DDDD
I wanna hang out like crazyy!
I need money desperately X.x
FML , money money moneyy!


Ciaosss.